Bad Sunday

I don't know why i can say this is a bad sunday,

i just feel random!

I feel no hope,

nothing can make me smile,

nothing can make me laugh.

I need God :(

really really need Him to say :

"Cheer up my daughter,

you are not alone,

I'm here beside you,

even you can't see me,

I can see you,

I can touch you,

I can feel how sad you are,

I promise I will make you smile and laugh

at the right time,

I just wanna see how great you are,

to face all problem,

to face all truth.

Because I know you are my daughter,

you can face all,

you can smile although you face the saddest thing!

I will hug you,

i'll catch you if you will fall into the hole.

I love you always!"

Oh God, i need You to say this!

I need it God! :(

Gue ngrasa hari ini hari paling random,

hari yang ga pernah gue rasain,

gue ngrasa perasaan yang random,

sedih,

bete,

kesel,

emosi,

marah,

dan ga ad seneng2nya!

Gue gatau kenapa :(

gue bingung,

pengen keluar,

tapi ga tau harus kemana,

pengen pergi,

tapi ga ad temen,

pengen kabur pengen segalanya deh!

Gue kesel sendiri,

emosi sendiri,

kenapa sih gue suka banget kaya gini!

I was born to be a random girl maybe!

-______-

I can't fight this feeling anymore!

Honestly,

gue ngrasa sendirian,

gue ngrasa ga ada temen,

rasanya gue butuh seorang temen baru,

seorang yang bisa ngertiin gue,

seorang yang bisa tau mau gue,

i really need someone new in my life!

:(

Please help me God,

i can't face this all alone :(