I have a new housemate

Let me tell you, i have a new housemate.
Let's see him!
He is a cute puppy, right?
I really love him :(
But,
now he will be adopted by someone else
because a reason.
I'm totally will miss him :(
really will mis him :(
*okay, don't cry novi*
he will be adopted by someone who better than me.
Aiya, his name is Dominic Toretto
I love you, Dominic Toretto :(
i hope you will miss me too :(

SEE AND YOU WILL NEVER REGRET IT

I ALREADY UPLOAD SO MANY CUTE CLOTHES, DRESS AND HELLO KITTY STUFF
YOU CAN OPEN IT ON:
http://www.facebook.com/ladyheroo
JUST LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE PHOTOS,
THEN I WILL REPLY IT ASAP!
DON'T MISS IT GUYS!
CUTE CLOTHES AND DRESS ALSO HELLO KITTY STUFF
WITH A NICE PRICE.

Walking alone when a broken heart is very painful

If you look inside a girl's heart,

and see how much she cries.

You'll find secrets, promises and lies.

But what you'll see most is,

how hard she tries to stay strong.

When nothing is right,

and everything's wrong

A lot of people walk in and out on my life,

but you're the only ones,

i ever really wanted to stick around.

No one ever gets tired of loving.

But everyone gets tired of waiting,

assuming,

hearing lies,

saying sorry,

and hurting.

Lirik Lagu Someday I Will Be Good Enough

#Thai-

ไม่รู้ว่านานแค่ไหน ที่ฉันต้องทนกับทุกสิ่ง
ปิดบังความจริงในใจทุกๆอย่าง

ทุกครั้งที่เราพบกัน ทุกครั้งที่เธอหันมา
ที่ฉันเฉยๆ รู้ไหมฉันฝืนแค่ไหน

ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน มันกำลังบอกรักๆเธออยู่
แต่ฉันไม่อาจ จะเปิดเผยใจ ออกไปให้ใครได้รู้
ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน ยังคอยอยู่ตรงนั้น
รอให้เธอเปิดดู และหวังเพียงแค่เธอรู้ สักวันหนึ่ง

ทั้งทีฉันก็รัก ทั้งที่ฉันก็รู้สึก แต่ส่วนลึกข้างในยังไม่กล้า

ทุกครั้งที่เราพบกัน ทุกครั้งที่เธอหันมา
ที่ฉันเฉยๆ รู้ไหมฉันฝืนแค่ไหน

ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน มันกำลังบอกรักๆเธออยู่
แต่ฉันไม่อาจ จะเปิดเผยใจ ออกไปให้ใครได้รู้
ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน ยังคอยอยู่ตรงนั้น
รอให้เธอเปิดดู และหวังเพียงแค่เธอรู้ สักวันหนึ่ง

ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน มันกำลังบอกรักๆเธออยู่
แต่ฉันไม่อาจ จะเปิดเผยใจ ออกไปให้ใครได้รู้

ได้ยินไหม หัวใจฉัน ยังคอยอยู่ตรงนั้น รอให้เธอเปิดดู
และหวังเพียงเธอจะรู้ ว่าคนๆนี้รักเธออยู่
ยังไงขอให้เธอรู้ สักวันหนึ่ง


#Romanization-

mai roo waa naan kae nai tee chun dtong ton gup took sing
bit bung kwaam jing nai jai took took yaang

took krung tee rao pop gun took krung tee ter hun maa
tee chun cher-ee cher-ee roo mai chun feun kae nai

dai yin mai hua jai chun mun gum-lung bork ruk ruk ter yoo
dtae chun mai art ja bert pia jai ork bai hai krai dai roo
dai yin mai hua jai chun yung koi yoo dtrong nun
ror hai ter bert doo lae wung piang kae ter roo suk wun neung

tung tee chun gor ruk tung tee chun gor roo seuk dtae suan leuk kaang nai yung mai glaa

took krung tee rao pop gun took krung tee ter hun maa
tee chun cher-ee cher-ee roo mai chun feun kae nai

dai yin mai hua jai chun mun gum-lung bork ruk ruk ter yoo
dtae chun mai art ja bert pia jai ork bai hai krai dai roo
dai yin mai hua jai chun yung koi yoo dtrong nun
ror hai ter bert doo lae wung piang kae ter roo suk wun neung

dai yin mai hua jai chun mun gum-lung bork ruk ruk ter yoo
dtae chun mai art ja bert pia jai ork bai hai krai dai roo

dai yin mai hua jai chun yung koi yoo dtrong nun ror hai ter bert doo
lae wung piang ter ja roo waa kon kon nee ruk ter yoo
yung kor hai ter roo suk wun neung

#English
I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you
I've been hiding everythings in my heart

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other
Though I am indifferent.. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you
Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)
But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other
Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you
Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it
And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you
Any way, some day, you will know

lirik lagu เพราะใจ (Because Of My Heart) -ost.a little thing called love

เพราะใจ (Because Of My Heart)

i may not understood it as well...

as to why must i choose you to be in my heart?...

i may have mets a lots of people but in the end it's you..

who's my soulmate

love is not just a coincidence..

love can connect you with me...

only my heart knows who's in my dream...

you are that someone i'm waiting for

its because my heart asked....its because my heart cried out

i'm borne to be your always

its because my heart has never waver

whatever it is,i'm certain that it's you

i dont have that many reasons, just that i love you in my heart

the one who still stands beside me

during the time i/m happy or sad

the one who still understand

is none other than the one i know already

love is not just a coincidence..

love can connect you with me...

only my heart knows who's in my dream...

you are that someone i'm waiting for

its because my heart asked....its because my heart cried out

i'm borne to be your always

its because my heart has never waver

whatever it is,i'm certain that it's you

i dont have that many reasons, just that i love you in my heart

i dont have that many reasons, just that i love you in my heart

Hello everyone

Hello everyone,
i come back!
I'm not lazy to write blog but there are some trouble on my pc.
Okay now,
thanks for richard who make this pc in a good condition :D
How are you?
I miss to write this,
yaa already 3 months!
Many moments that i can't tell!
Wanna hear some story?
Well,
let's go..
First,
on Monday 18 April 2011 i had just run a national exam,
so scary,
i hope this year can graduate with good grades
AMEN
Please help me with your prayers, because i need it.
Let one of my school to graduate 100% with good grades.
AMEN
I just fear it, some say that 6 of the students in my school don't graduate,
but i hope a miracle of God would come,
and of course we all can pass.
Let the name of God in glorifying

Second,
I met someone who i like,
yes he is certainly a man,
with the habits that are very indifferent.
I think i love him very much,
he is different,
when with him,
i can feel something which i can't describe.
Whether the feeling what it is,
but it has been running since a month ago,
yes, exactly when i'm so sad because someone.
I won't expect much to him,
because it is unlikely he likes me,
but i don't know because i was so confused.
I am afraid of the bad things that normally happen to me,
like a broken heart back will occur,
i tired to face it,
my heart can't afford to continue to feel it.
I only wish the best in this relationship,
there are no signs that we will have a special relationship,
because it is very mysterious and unpredictable.
I was hoping for more.
Until now i don't know what the right answer to the question,
"if he isn't your destiny, what would you do?"
I was so scared the day where the worst thing happened to me.
I hope God will give the best way.



I think there's just this which i can share for now :D
I really love you my blog
Good night see you later :)

Hey boys you must read this

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much,much,much more than you know it affected her?

That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget?

That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong?

That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep?

That she can’t throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her?

That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore?

That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes?

NO. You don’t know what it feels like.

You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled.

And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves!

My dad :(

today is the one bad day for me :(

bener2 buruk banget hari ini

sebelumnya gue ga pernah crita ttg bokap gue

skrg bener2 udah ga kuat lg pgn crita disini :'(

tadi abis bangun tidur,

bokap gue pulang dari kerja

gue keluar trus ngeluh k nyokap,

"ma gigiku sakit lg nih"

trs nyokap blg yauda mnum obat,

k dokter dsb

trus nyokap gue lama kelamaan malah marah sama gue

katanya gue badung sgala macem,

trus dia kluar k teras nyamperin bokap gue,

bokap gue yg tau gue lg sakit pun,

dia marah juga,

dia tuh blg k nyokap gue intinya,

dia udah cape2 pulang kerja,

trus pulang2 anak lu sakit,

pusing sgala macem.

gue jg gamau x sakit

emg enak apa sakit

emg sakit itu kmauan gue apa

emg gue anak gatau diri apa ampe sneng sakit

gue jg gaenak x

dia tuh ga nyadar apa sih gue tuh cewe,

udah gede lagi,

ga mikir apa sih gue tuh bs sensitif jg.

ga mikir apa gue bs sakit hati jg dgr omongan kaya gt,

macem gue bukan anak dia aja sih,

jadi mikir gue skrg.

kayanya kalo salah dkit aja ampe kena marah kaya apa tau

pdhl cm salah dikit

ngamuknya udah macem salah gde aj

mnding skalian salah gde aja x ya

gila sakit hati bgd sih gue sama bokap gue

:'(

dia gatau apa sih gue syg bgd sma dia

buset deh

ampe nangis bner2 nangis td :'(

ga ngertiin prasaan gue bgd sih

knp sih bokap gue gt

iri bgd kayanya liat bokap org lain

bokap gue,

cuek banget!

:(

sedih banget sih gue :(

kayanya skrg blom ada yg bs nenangin gue

:'(

sakit hatinya banget banget banget!

trus td pas dia abis mandi,

dia keluar lg gatau kmana,

dia tuh slalu aja gt kalo ad msalah ad emosi sma org d rumah

pasti lgsg kluar gatau kmana

ga blg,

gue tuh jd tmbah sedih tau ga sih

:(

astaga Tuhan,

kayanya gue d ciptain buat apa sih

buat nyedihin org tua doang yeh

buat nyusahin org tua doang yeh

stres bgd sih kayanya hari ini

:(

God, please let my dad know how much i love him

i just want the best for me and my family

please God, change my father attitude,

i really love him

Download this!

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donwload this song, this is new song from the band of my friend,

alvtra - inginku

Can't describe this feeling

Oh God, tell me what i feel now!

Tell me why i'm so sad,

i really dunno what must i do now :(

feel so random

sucks heart!

Please God,

don't make me hope to him anymore!

i know we're just friends,

i don't know why i expect more.

even i know you have someone you love,

but why do i still expect you?

yes,

i knew i was too stupid to think about it.

i just can't resist all this,

all the feelings seemed to come just like that,

i also hope this feeling will disappear and not return,

because i don't want to feel things further with you,

but i hate the problems of love,

i'm very weak!

i couldn't resist this,

so i feel a deep sadness fell on.

i hate when i started to feel different things at you,

where as before i didn't feel anything.

i hate my heart,

i hate my feelings,

and i hate myself!

i hate why i easily fall in love but it is very difficult to forget.

i was created to be a fool and always disappointed.

sometime i want get someone who understands my feeling,

and have the same feeling with me,

not like now,

unrequited.

God help me,

to forget this feeling,

i don't want to feel the pain again as before,

i just want to feel the happy,

please help me,

i'm not strong to face this alone.

I need Your help :(

Still about bad sunday

gue bingung banget kenapa hari ini gue nangis mulu kerjaannya

Honestly,

gue sedih banget banget banget

kenapa?

karena 1 masalah sih sebenernya tp merembet k masalah lain

ini tentang cwo

tp gabisa gue jelasin disini

:'(

gue ngrasa gue yg trlalu sensitif atau emg dia yg ngjauh

kayanya udah ga kaya sblomnya

yg biasanya bcanda

tp skrg dia bales sms pun singkat2

gue curhat k dia

dia cm bales loh knp cm gitu2 doang

gue gatau gue yg bener2 sensitif atau gmn

pdhl sbnernya pun biasanya dia jg bgitu blsnya

dan gue biasa aja

knp skrg gue jd perduli sih

knp skrg gue jd mkirin knp dia blsnya singkat gitu

am i too ugly to be his friend?

yah gue tau kok dia udah ada gebetan

1 sekolah

1 kelas bahkan

gue cuma mkir aja

emg salah apasih gue crita k dia

gue pgn jadi tmen dia

tp kok kayanya gue lebay ya sampe nulis d blog

sebenernya gue gatau harus crita ma siapa

karna ga ada satu orang pun yg terlintas d otak gue buat gue critain

gue bingung gue sedih *halah

tp emg bner2 sedih sih

tp kayanya gue aja yah yg lebay :(

hahhh

kenapa sih gue ngrasa semua org beda skrg sifatnya sama gue

ga ada yang kaya dlu

yang care sama gue

yang perduli

yang merhatiin

bener2 ga ada sekarang

ampe2 gue butuh orang baru buat ngertiin gue

ampe2 gue bosen sama org2 yg ada di hidup gue

ampe2 gue ga respect lg skrg ma siapa juga

bener2 ngrasa sendirian sekarang

bener2 ngrasa ga ad yang perduli

mau chat sama si itu

rasanya pengen

tapi udah bosen

jd ga jadi lg

mau chat sama yg lain

pgn

tp ga ad niat buat nglakuin

hahh

apasih kenapasih gue

gue gila ya skrg

-_______-

udh wajar buat d masukin k rumah sakit jiwa blom sih

gue bosen pgn khidupan yg baru

pgn org2 yg baru

:x

hahh

kok gue aneh sih

kayanya gue org plg aneh ya

kayanya gue org yg plg gila

tau deh :(

makin ngaco banget sih ini blog -_____-

ga mood banget hari ini

yaampun :(

cuma masalah 1 doang ampe merembet k yg lain

tolong deh manusia!

Ordinary Girl

Don't get me wrong,

I love who I am

I don't wanna be ungrateful

It probably sounds strange

I really love the role I play

The songs I sing

But with all the fame

The things that seem so simple,

suddenly, so far out of reach

Wish that they could see that underneath...

I'm just an ordinary girl!

Sometimes I'm lazy

I get bored

I get scared

I feel ignored

I feel happy, I get silly

I choke on my own words

I make wishes, I have Dreams

And I still want to believe

Anything can happen in this world,

For an ordinary girl

(Like you, Like me)

For an ordinary girl

(Like you, Like me)

How are you?

Hello, Good-bye

One day here, One day there

And again it's time to go

Miss popular always on the road

But my best foot forward

Gotta get on with the show

Strike a pose for the front cover of a magazine

Every where I arrive, I get high-5's

They pay me larger than life

(Yeaheaaaa)

I'm just an ordinary girl!

Sometimes I'm lazy

I get bored

I get scared

I feel ignored (Yeah)

I feel happy, I get silly

I choke on my own words

I make wishes, I have Dreams

And I still want to believe

Anything can happen in this world,

For an ordinary girl

So give it everything or nothin' at all

Get back on your feel when

You stumble and fall

A little luck can go a long way

So don't you worry about what people say

Who knows when the wind may blow

For an ordinary girl..(Mmmm)

I'm just an ordinary girl

Sometimes I'm lazy

I get bored

I get scared

I feel ignored

I feel happy, I get silly

I choke on my own words

I make wishes, I have Dreams

And I still want to believe

Anything can happen in this world,

For an ordinary girl

(Like you, Like me)

(Yeah)

For an ordinary girl

(Like you, Like me)

For an ordinary girl

(Mmmmm)

For an ordinary girl

Like me, like you....

Can't fight this feeling anymore

I cant fight this feeling any longer

And yet Im still afraid to let it flow

What started out as friendship, has grown stronger

I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can’t hold out forever

I said there is no reason for my fear

Coz I feel so secure when were together

You give my life direction

You make everything so clear

And even as I wander

Im keeping you in sight

Youre a candle in the window

On a cold, dark winters night

And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore

Ive forgotten what I started fighting for

Its time to bring this ship into the shore

And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore

Ive forgotten what I started fighting for

And if I have to crawl upon the floor

Come crushing through your door

Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you

Ive been running round in circles in my mind

And it always seems that Im following you, girl

Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight

Youre a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night

And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore

Ive forgotten what I started fighting for

Its time to bring this ship into the shore

And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore

Ive forgotten what I started fighting for

And if I have to crawl upon the floor

Come crushing through your door

Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

I look to you (Whitney Houston)

As I lay me down

Heaven hear me now

After giving it my all

I`m lost without a cause

After giving it my all

Winter`s storm has come

And darkened my sun

After all that I`ve been through

Who on earth can I turn to

I look to you

I look to you

After all my strength is gone

In you I can be strong

I look to you

I look to you

And when melodies are gone

In you I hear a song

I look to you

About to lose my breathe

There`s no more fighting left

Sinking to rise no more

Searching for that open door

And every road that I`ve taken

Lead my regret

And I don`t know if I`m going to make it

Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to you

I look to you

And when my strength is gone

In you I can be strong

I look to you

I look to you

And when melodies are gone

In you I hear a song

I look to you

My levees are broken

My walls have come

Tumbling down on me

The rain is falling

Defeat is calling

I need you to set me free

Take me far away from the battle

I need you

Shine on me

I look to you

I look to you

After all my strength is gone

In you I can be strong

I look to you

I look to you

And when melodies are gone

In you I hear a song

I look to you

I look to you

I look to you