:(

if you ask me, "are you crazy ?"
i will answer, "yes, it's because of you"
you make me crazy
don't you know if i'm your addicted?
i'm crazy because too love you
i won't lose you :(
don't leave me
i can't be a strong girl without you
because you are my everything
i need you every time every minute every hour every moment in my life
i will never let you go
cause i love you more more and more everyday
sorry to make you dissapointed or angry
maybe my way is wrong
but i feel so scared to lose you
i'm jealous because i love you
when i not jealous again,
it's mean i already not love you again
i want you only you
i need you just you
don't go away from me
i will feel more crazy
i'm sorry
forgive me :(
please come back to me :(
please don't ignore me :(
i can't do anything now
i just can cry :(
my tears can not describe how sad i am now
i won't lose you and never want lose you!
i love you :(
forgive me :(

a short letter

4-september-2010
18:40

good night my beloved grandpa :)
how are you?
i miss you :(
really really miss you
do you miss me too?
i hope so ;(
how about your house in there?
thats a good house?
can you come to my dream and pick up me to see your home?
what about the heaven?
its a good place?
i hope you happy in there :D
can you convey my greetings to God?
i love Him so much ;)
you've already met with God?
can you describe to me about my Lord?
of course He has a handsome face right? :DD
and also kind?
ahaa i love Him ><
oh ya my beloved grandpa,
you never met with the boy who i loved ;(
i have yet to introduce to you ;(
i hope you can see him from there :)
and i hope you agree with my choice :D
i hope you like him ;)
he is a good boy
has handsome face really ;)
i think you can very happy if you meet him :')
brother, dad, and mom also grandma already met him
hihi ;p
i miss you so my grandpa
now grandma never angry again haha
can you come to my dream?
i miss you so much grandpa
love you <3
good night :)



with love,
your grandchild ;)

anything about love

i guess you are right

im afraid to put my guard down

im afraid that if you know all that i am,

you wont feel the same

and im afraid that once my barrier is defeated,

and im comfortable,

that you'll walk away

i heart you

you change my world

with just one smile

you took my heart

with just one love

when i said that we should be together forever,

i thought that mean until we died

if i could tell you one thing

i guess it would be that i love hearing your voice

and that your smile just happens to brighten my entire day

you will be the answer when someone ask me what im thinking about

its funny how

every song i hear

every movie i watch

and every fairytale i read

only remind me of you

i want to be with you

until the sun falls from the sky

you are a person who makes me smile even if it means waiting

when i say "i love you"

its not bcause i want you or bcause i cant have you

it has nothing to do with me

i love what you are

what you do

how you try

i've seen your kindness nd your strength

i've seen your kindness and your strength

i've seen the best and the worst of you

nd i understand with perfect clarity exactly what nd who you are

i will love you always <3